As I am drowning in my self pitty and taking responsibility for why our relationship failed...I had this thought about something in our conversation.
I am being told that I am not trust worthy because I had an affair when I was in my early 20s. It was wrong but I can not change it. Now...present...the person telling me this says he is taking his relationship with this other person day by day but he is not telling her how much he sees me. He is not telling her what he says to me. He is not telling her things have been physical. Is that not cheating? Does that not make him untrust worthy?
I was so involved in telling him that he can trust me I did not even think about what was going on now...in the present. He told me that cheating is not just having sex, it is taking a call as well. Keeping a relationship from the other person. Is that not what he is doing?
I can see all this...I can see that by his freaking out that I took a call from someone I knew 10 years ago, and he and I are not even together right now, shows he has not changed when it comes to his insecurities.....but I still love him. WHY!!!! Urgh!!!
I have serious issues!
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