Getting Outside My Head

So much going on....

Finally had a weekend off! Yay!!!!

Molly is really loving her new school! Yay!!! She starts Kindergarten in the FALL!! Goodness!!! I cried the day I wrote the check for registration. She will continue to go to private school. She is doing so well there....I LOVE this school. She tells me her bible lessons everyday and she is really reading good for her age. We are both thrilled with the school.

Gave the dog(Sipsy) back to Lost Paws. It was so hard. I cried and cried. Jason had her for awhile and she was GREAT with him. However, his place is still not selling and one constant remark from the realtor was that people did not want to see a condo with a dog....so I took her back. She was crazy dog again for me. Tried to bite me several times...bit Molly many times in the face. A playful bite but still a bite. Chased the cat around constantly....so I had to give her back. I was going nuts and so was Molly. It was sad.

Okay...now for the shocker....I have been looking at houses...not lease but purchase. I will stay in the area so that means high mortgage but I feel I need to work this out for Molly. She needs a house. She asks for two things all the time....A House or A Daddy. I can do the house..... the other is breaking my heart right now.

I may actually put an offer on a house in Hackberry Creek. It is a high end gated community. HOA's are HIGH....but if I can get it at what I offer it will be a great investment. My friend lives next door and knows the details about the owner. House has been up for awhile but he REALLY needs money now...so cross your fingers if I put in a offer. I have been thinking about this for months and months and finally went and saw and really did the homework. Time for me to grow up and move on.

The other situation is still difficult. Love him with all my heart but just not sure that we work together. I take it day by day. We are not together ...just talk at times.

Okay....and the last shocker....DISNEY CRUISE! Yes, we are going on a Disney Cruise in Sept. My friends and another couple booked it together. Our daughters have been best friends for about a year now. They are all in the same class...at the old school and now the new one. I am really excited. It was a great deal! That is the only way I could afford it of course. I have never been on a cruise. Wish I could find someone to go with me though...all couples except me. That is okay though...I have spent a great deal of time with my friends and it will be fun!

Hit a all time weight. It is time to get off my a$$ and get with it! I will not be the fat mom! So...I am ready. I will lose the weight and feel better. I think it would really help my down moments.

Quick run down of the last few months....

Now...back to work as usuall.....

Here is the deal....You owe CHILD SUPPORT!!!

I really don't care that you had another kid and did not want it but have it pay for it!

I don't care that you are not part of M's life but still have to pay.

I don't care that you changed jobs and want to lower the amount.

I don't care that you have changed your mind on the agreement you made in regards to the amt you pay.

I don't care that you owe the IRS $$$$$ amount of money.

I don't care that you are still married and so do not want to be.

Why don't I care....because you lied to me for YEARS! If you had not been lying you would not be paying child support. AND the most important....the money is for MOLLY! So she can have a decent life and go to a good school!!! And be able to one day know that AT LEAST YOU PAID CHILD SUPPORT even though you must be a LOSER to even miss a moment of her presious life!!!

I will see you in court....or will I. Because yes.... it takes money to pay LOWER money!

The girl got the FLU again!!! Tues she did not feel well...had ti pic her up at school and by the end of the night...103. Poor thing.

Took her to the Dr and the FLU....my great insurance would only give me half of her meds and ZERO for me. And they only paid half the cost and I had to pay the other half.

So what happens....by the end of the week...I have the FLU!!! So...because of insurance the whole thing cost me $140.00!!!

Good thing though...we both feel much better!!!! And yes, believe it or not..I still have a job! :)

I bought a house!!! I closed yesterday!!

I am so darn excited!! It is in a beautiful gated community not far from where we are now. Everything just went our way with this house.

I am the biggest worrier I know...I stress about everything and I mean everything...but NOT about this house! It only took a little over two weeks from seeing it to closing! Fast and furious...but I got a great deal.

I feel truly blessed. I just can not say that enough. I had to pinch myself the entire way through the process. And so many people have offered to help me paint , put up the new fence and move....it is amazing. I have never felt so cared about in my entire life. People are actually offering to help me with real work..take time out of their schedules...it means the world to me.

The house looks brand new! It has been newly painted and all new carpet. However, we must paint my girls room pink!

M is so happy. I think this is the happiest I have ever seen her. Everything just feels so right!

So today...I am an adult....I am a HOMEOWNER!