Christmas got here fast! So much going on....
I really had to cut back this year. I pretty much only bought for Molly and my niece and nephew. I wish I could do more but feel that everyone understands. I also helped someone here at the office. It had to cut back here and there to be able to give her money for Christmas...but I am so happy I do so. Now she has money to get presents for her four children. I really am excited for them.
Changing things up this year. We are both having a hard time this Christmas -missing what we had before. So...I decided to change it up.
We are going to my Dad's Sat and Sun and coming home that evening. We are then going to go to a Christmas Eve party. This party is an annual party that we have not been to in a long time. It is a huge party full of people that we love and love us too. Then home that night...wake to see what Santa brought and then off to Christmas brunch. The family that is having the Christmas Eve party have a brunch the next day at their's mother's house.
I really am looking forward to it. We spent some time with them this past weekend and I really enjoyed. I realized how much I missed them. It was also the first time I felt completely accepted by the entire family(long story). I felt like family again and everyone treated me as though I had never left. I actually cried on the way home because I was so happy.
I am still praying and hoping J gets help. Thinking I may join a group as well. Maybe it would help me understand things and explain feelings I have. I think it might help me with Molly as well.
Anyway...have not wrapped a SINGLE present and have plans tonight all the way through Monday! Looks like some late night wrapping for me. :)
I can't wait to see Molly's face Christmas morning!