Getting Outside My Head

Warning: Do Not Read if you not want to hear poor poor me pity!

Okay...need to get this out of my head so I can focus on Q End close.

I am so F.A.T.! It is completely my fault. I have totally turned to food and beer in my depression of life these days. I am by far the heaviest I have ever been in my life. And now after a child...I gain weight completely differently than before pregnancy. My stomach is HUGE!

I think I have reached my limit. I HAVE to lose weight. I am HUGE!! Not only do I not want to be the fat mom...I need to feel pretty again. Not gonna happen when I can not fit into my clothes.

And to make things worse...it is that time of month and I am retaining major water and my emotions are all over the place. I am sitting here trying not to cry...cry for what you ask....I HAVE NO IDEA!

I know this is a extremely small issue ...just on my mind today. I have been walking at night and now I am ready to go home and ...oh my gosh....Clean the house and work out on the trainer while of course watching TV. No more fast food and beer. None!!! Time to take charge instead of stuffing my face and feeling sorry for myself. Things could be worse.....but they are not so I am going to focus on the positve!!

Okay...feeling better now....time to go back to work.

And again....just getting this out of my head.

Nope....working. Quarter end.

I better get a day off to go the fair next week! :)

Be safe and have fun!

Way to go Longhorns!

It is a beautiful day! And the best part is that I do not have to work this weekend! YAY!!!

My girl is so happy! She has had a hard week due to mommy working so much. She is really looking forward to tomorrow. She is planning the day. So far:

Ballet - 9:00Am
Starbucks for pumpkin bread - 10:30Am
Play in her room - 11:00 - 1:00ish
Park and pinic 1:00ish to Night

If it rains: Pinic in the living room then movies.

I kid you not...all of the above came from her! The Starbucks pumpkin bread cracked me up!!

Hope everyone has a great weekend..rain or shine...I know we will!

We had a great weekend!!! Molly and I spent the entire weekend together.

Saturday night, Tanya joined us and we went to the Drive in!! Yep...

The Galaxy Drive In

It was great!! Tanya had never been to a drive in...I grew up with them. It was a family thing and we as kids had a blast. So...we went up to Ennis and saw Open Season and Cars. Molly has seen both movies but we had not. They have four screens and all show double features. Molly was free and we were $6 each. Then we went to the concession stand and bought chicken nuggets/fries, hot dog, bag of fries, reg drink, large drink and a huge tub of popcorn...guess how much...go ahead.... $9.00!!!! Too cool!

Opened the back of the SUV, brought pillows and blankets...we were set! Molly stayed awake the entire time..(Tanya nodded off a little). It was just such a great girls night out. I felt like a kid again. We laughed all night. Molly was so happy it brought tears to my eyes.

If you ever get a chance..take the time and drive out there. It did not take us long to get there at all. Very clean and families all over. I can't wait to go back!

On the way home from school Friday, I heard what I thought was Molly singing so I turned the radio all the way down to listen. I was wrong she was not singing..she was reciting the Pledge of Allegiance!

She said it completely thru not missing one word several times! Finally I was just too excited and had to start clapping and high 5'ing her. I was so proud. She got real excited when she realized what a big deal it was and how mommy was going on.

When we got home she recited it to our neighbor(who she has a HUGE crush on) and he told her how proud he was as well. She was beaming! Now when she recites to others she gets alittle excited and misses a word here or there...but it is still pretty cool.

I am really proud of my baby girl. She knows what it means and is proud to live in America. She thinks everyone should live here. I just love her so much!!

HowManyOfMe.com

There are: 5 people with my name in the U.S.A. How many have your name?

Thanks Kev!

The Plan was to take today off and take Molly to the State Fair....well that did not happen. :( SO on to Plan B.

Saturday
Ballet in the Morning
Starbucks Pumpkin Bread snack
Lunch with Grandpa and Nonna
Birthday Party @ Pump It Up -afternoon
Movie in the Evening(maybe)

Sunday-
Church
State Fair!

It will be the last day of the Fair and everyone has different opinions of the high crowd to low crowd....but it does not matter because that is the day we are going!

It is hard to believe my baby girl will be 4 tomorrow...time really does fly by!

The McRib!!!

I lovvvvvvveeeee it!