Getting Outside My Head

Well...the weekend did not go off as planned. Good and bad.

Good: We all got some rest.

Bad: Molly got sick. :(

When M got home from school her eyes were watery. Not bad but a little swollen and watery. I thought it was from all the swimming so we went to the store and bought some allergy drops. By Saturday night she was really cranky and her eyes were getting worse and yellow junk was coming out. So by 5:00 we said...she has to have a nap. Called Vicki and cancelled.(She was non too happy).

The next day she was okay but not great. Finally tried to forse a nap but the girl would not sleep and then she started crying saying that her tummy hurt. The crying got worse and went to screaming and shaking. It would come in waves with constant crying. Finally, I said enough we are going to the hospital. I had tried to get her to go to the bathroom and pass gas and she would not she was too scared it would hurt worse. I was worried she maybe blocked by something. And she really had not eaten much. She just kept saying she was not hunrgy.

Off to the hospital. I decided to go to Children's because if there was a blockage that is where my hospital would send us. M finally passed out in the car and in our rush and construction we ended up parking in the employee garage. Okay...it said VISITOR. Anyway...after about a 2 mile walk later escorted by an extremely nice nurse we found the ER. ...

M sings all the time. Her favorite thing is to sing about her day; to just make up songs. Yesterday in the car we wrote one together that has seemed to stick due to that she sang it for J last night.

Sing to the Angels
Sing to the Lord
Sing through Your Heart
Full of Joy
Arms Open to the Sky
Shine Your Love down to Me

Okay..that is all we have but it sounds really cute when she sings it. Guess it does not translate too well. She is really proud of it though and so am I. :)

a RED PAPERCLIP!

I have PINK EYE! Urgh!

Woke up with it Monday morning. It is Q end!! I am working from home..I really need to be at the office but they do not want me anywhere near there...but do want all my reports done.

Nice thing..working at home listening to great music...bad...this stuff REALLY hurts! Man...hurts.

Anyway...hope everyone is having a good week.

Life just does not turn out the way you want sometimes. The person I should hate...I still love. This is really hard.

He should apologize to me but I am sorry for the way things have turned out. I will miss all the good times...all the happy family times...all the laughs and smiles.

I will get past this day...it is just a hard one.