I am doing a great deal of soul searching these days. I found that I am extremely wishy washy. Those who know probably already know this.. And I and extremely forgiving, which some might not agree.
I have such a mechanism for overlooking what is really going on or ignoring it once it happens..that way I do not have think about it and it never happened. Yes...I know you would think I am a teenager...NOPE...that is the sad part.
Do...you stay where you are at because it provides, is comfortable and some what stable even though you are miserable most of the time or do you find what you want even though it might not provide as well but would make you happy and that would mean coming home happy and not always on a short fuse.
This adult stuff sucks.
Just getting some things out of me so that maybe it will help me move on from these thoughts. Too much going on again. My life I guess. I am starting to wonder would I really be happy with a happy life? I am too used to stressing and drama? I really hope not.