Getting Outside My Head

still here. I miss my life. I miss having fun. At least I have M who always can make me smile but can always push my buttons as well.

I am ready to slow down. At work right now....as always.

So, I have been having some weird things happening to me over the past month or so....completely losing my vision for about a minute or so and then when it returns..I have double vision for about 10 mins...happened twice within a 4 week time period and then this week woke with severe pain in my right hand/arm..then it went numb for about 24 hours... Went to the Dr yesterday..took blood and scheduled a CAT scan for today. They wanted it ASAP. I explained that I have been under a great deal of stress and I am a highstrung person(yes..I admit it)..they did not want to say that was the cause ...actaully she would not discuss anything with me till she gets the results of the CAT scan.

Last night woke up with severe pain in my neck and right shoulder. Was not worried before..still sure it is stress....getting alittle worried today.

I know I just shared way too much info...it is just easier to write it out then talk about it. For the first time...I hope it is stress.

Well...the office said they mailed my blood work results and I should have my CT results by the end of the week....so if the mailed the results and the hospital is taking several days I would say that everything is okay.

Just stress....like to I told EVERYONE! And it cost me a BUNDLE to find that out.

I should hear from the Dr soon. I usually ignore everyone these days when they get worried...think I will go back to that way of thinking. It is not as expensive!