Getting Outside My Head

Had to work all weekend and I am back here again. I have to work all this coming weekend as well.

Dad and Marla had Molly...I have just missed that girl so much lately. I have totally been the part time mom with all these hours. Not sure what I am going to do about this weekend. The parents have offered again..but that would make three weekends in a row without the girl. :(

Good to be busy but I can't for things to slow down and spend some time with my baby!Oh..by the way..Ann Taylor Loft now carries Ann Taylor Baby...yea!

I have been extremely busy the past couple of months at the office and I am not completely done with all the projects...but I have to say it feels great to do a good job.

Let me pat myself on the back. There is no better motivation for me than for me to do a great job and it get recognized. It feels great to make a difference and be in charge again. I almost forgot how much I liked to work.

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Soon I will have to get a computer!

Scott....I am still looking for a monitor...so if you still have that computer I may take you up on it.

Busy working here at the office. Many things going on these days......guess what...I am actually starting to have a life. It is pretty nice too!

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It is nice to smile again.

I tell my girl I love her so many times a day I just can not count. We start our morning by me getting her up with "Good Morning Sweetie...I love you" while picking her up.

This morning while I was putting her clothes on I said.."Molly, have I told you today that I love you?" and she responded by shaking her head up and down and making a sound that was pretty close to yes. !!! She was standing up while I snapped her overalls and she had her arms around my neck. I leaned back and said it again and got the same response! It was so cute!!

I just hugged her tight and said.."Well...I think I will tell you again...I love you sweetie" and gave her a big kiss.

I just can not get enough of her. Sweet baby girl!!

I had a great weekend. Camille sat for Miss Molly and it sounds like they had a pretty good time. I went to the Stars game with my new friend. We had a blast. We watched the game, drank beer and laughed all night. My face hurt from smiling so much. It was nice to have that feeling again.

Spent time with him again on Saturday and Sunday night. Went to Camille's Sunday to drop off boxes for the big move. I am so excited for her. Camille looks great! My friend could not believe she was 7 months pregnant because she was so skinny. She is just gorgeous!

Watched the Globes Sunday night. My friend watched with me. Found out yesterday that he hates those kind of shows so it was pretty darn nice that he watched them with me and never said a word. I asked several times if it was okay to watch and he said yes. I think he liked making fun of me getting to into what everyone was wearing.

Anyway....Molly and I had a good time. Oh...and she said "Grandpaw" for the first time. My dad was extremely pleased to say the least! :)

Okay so of course Molly's father, actually he is not that..I need to come up with another name, is not paying child support. He is 90 days behind due to he did not pay the full amount for November and he did not pay November until late December. So, again no payment for December or January yet. My family wants me to turn him in so that he gets arrested. I am not sure I am ready for that wrath just yet.

I think I will give him till the end of this month and see what happens. We have not talked in about a month. Well..he has called to tell me when he goes out of town and that he loves me. I think he realizes that I am seeing someone and is not too happy and that is why he has not called lately.

I am not really sure what to do. I just wish he would deal with his responsibilites.

I have lost more weight!!! I put on a pair of jeans that I wore last week and they were baggy...so I weighed myself....lost 7 more lbs!!! Yeah!!!

I was so worried that I had gained because I have been drinking more and eating at night..but NOPE!!! Something is workin!

I had to wear a belt today and I must say I am lookin pretty darn cute! It has been a long time since I truely felt pretty...and today I do.

I am busy...getting much done and have a smile on my face. This is fun.