April 28, 2003
Before I was a Mom

A friend sent this email....it just hit home with me today so I thought I would post.

Before I was a Mom - I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how
late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.

Before I was a Mom - I cleaned my house each day.
I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Spit on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.

I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom - I never held down a screaming child so that doctors
could do tests. Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom - I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want
to put it down.

I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the
hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my
body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and
happy.

Before I was a Mom - I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every
10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known the warmth,

The joy,

The love,

The heartache,

The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.

Send this to someone whom you think is a special Mom or Grandma. I just did.

And remember that behind every successful mother......is a basket of dirty
laundry.

Posted by Shelby at April 28, 2003 12:18 PM